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Lila's mouth, already parted when he breaks their kiss, curves into an absent smile, chest shallowly heaving from how breathless he's already made her. "Shh, don't worry," she croons into his ear, "keep close to me. It's dark, no one will see. No one is looking." She moves her hand the way she had her hips in the park, palm cupped, possessively stroking. This is different than before. Sitting on him she'd only been able to feel a hint, but now her hand knows the shape of him, the size.

"But maybe you like that," she continues. "Shall I fetch Sirius to watch?"

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[best_thief]

Lila whimpers at the loss of Kell's warm, perfect mouth. She meets his gaze when he lifts his face from between her legs and glares at him and the casual way he taunts her. "Don't you dare," she says at a near growl, and then realizes that maybe she can't scare him into continuing something like this. She swallows, shifting and splaying her legs a little wider, toes curling into the blankets. "Please?"

[bloodandflowers]

Kell smiles, not sure if he's ever heard her say please before, and kisses her thigh. But her legs are open, inviting him in, and Kell doesn't resist for the sake of teasing her. He leans in, pulling her legs over his shoulders so he can be as close as he needs. Closing his eyes, Kell lets himself enjoy this - the heat and slick of her, the flex and tremble of her legs against his back, the toes he can feel curling against his skin when he finds her clit and laps at it with growing pressure.

[best_thief]

Lila has to keep from locking Kell between her thighs and keeping him there forever. She isn't sure she'll ever want to leave his bed with how good this feels, which is a thought she promptly ignores, especially when Kell manages to look euphoric even with his eyes closed. Like he's enjoying this as much as she is, which has to be impossible. His tongue is persistent, sending sparks up her body, tipping her toward the edge of something. Almost, she thinks. Almost what? It becomes so intense that she can't keep quiet, letting out embarrassing cries, sounds she doesn't even let escape when she's been hurt. She grabs a pillow to put over her face to try and muffle the noise, to not look at what Kell's doing because it's too good, it's too much.

[bloodandflowers]

Kell shudders with her, pushing one of her legs higher so that he can go deeper, beginning to delve inside of her with his tongue in rhythmic strokes. He's awash in a feeling he's never had before - it's as if her pleasure is his own, building higher for every breathless sound she makes. He's never heard Lila sound like this, and pride mixes with the pleasure that washes over him, in and through him, as he pushes her towards bursting against his tongue.

[best_thief]

"Fuck, fuck," Lila all but sobs, letting go of the pillow to grasp Kell by his hair. She buries her fingers in it, holds him to her, tries to keep from grinding up against him, tries to keep from arching her back and dislodging him. She moans, drifts in the sensation of his mouth, until again the drag of his tongue brings her to the brink of too much.

"Kell," she gasps sharply, fingers tightening as her body shudders, the intensity breaking as she orgasms, leaving her so sensitive that she pulls him closer and then tries to push him away, cursing around a moan.

[bloodandflowers]

She breathes his name, and Kell's own pleasure crests and crashes down on him, not in orgasm like the one that racks her body, but instead a rush of pure joy. He laps at her through her shudders, ringing another quake and then another from deep within her, only pulling away when Lila begins to still.

Shifting her legs gently from his shoulders, Kell crawls up her body to arrange himself next to her, his eyes intent on her face as her pleasure fades. Flushed and panting and lit from within, she is heartbreakingly lovely.

Kell knows better now than to say so, but there's no hiding it in his eyes.

[best_thief]

Kell knows just how much she can take, that even while she's trying to push him away when the intensity of it becomes too much to bear, at the same time there's more still. Somehow he knows her body better than she does, and something catches and tugs in her chest, her grip on his hair loosening and becoming gentler.

He joins her on the bed, level with her, face flushed and lips swollen from all he'd done for her. She wonders if he'd done it because he liked the act of it, or if he'd done it as a gift. Maybe both. It's nothing she did anything to deserve, and neither is the devotion in his gaze. Yet, she can't look away, and as she tries to catch her breath she lets herself have it for a moment.

"Kell," she says, an open-ended sentence and a soft voice, so she quiets it by leaning across the scant inches between them to kiss him.

[bloodandflowers]

She meets his eyes and says his name so quietly that Kell's heart swells in his breast. Lila leans in and he catches her, winding his arms around her narrow back to keep her near. Beneath her mouth, he opens his own, letting her taste herself on his tongue. The sounds she'd made for him, the way she came apart, piece by piece - his desire for her thrums within him, a banked fire growing the longer he has her in his arms. "Lila," he murmurs, brushing her nose with his own.

[best_thief]

Lila notices the difference in taste immediately and moans when she realizes what it means. She must have a taste, this is what it was for him down there, a little. She chases his tongue with hers, nearly rolling him onto his back. But he stops kissing to speak, and she feels him, hard and leaking against her thigh, and the heat is no longer only in her face.

"I told you what I want," she tells him, opening her eyes and meeting his. She reaches between them to take him in hand, stroking him, skin to skin. She begins to ache again, impossibly. "Will you give it to me?"

[bloodandflowers]

Kell presses his head back against the sheets, his mouth open in a moan as she takes him in hand, stroking him flesh on flesh. "Anything," he swears, breathing carefully as he raises a hand to brush the tumble of her hair from her cheek. Kell lifts his chin and kisses her again. "How will you have me?" he asks, assuming she has her own designs. Lila has a design on everything.

[best_thief]

Lila likes that, the sound of his moan, and the way he looks so helpless with pleasure. She lets go of his cock to push him all the way back, pressing him against the sheets, and straddles him. She has never done this, but doesn't imagine it can be so complicated. "Inside me," she tells him, because what other way could he mean?

With his body underneath hers Lila tries to arrange herself to take him. With one hand braced on his chest she finds his cock with the other to position it, rubbing the head where his mouth had been. "Are you ready? Do you want it?" she asks, knowing the answer but wanting to hear him say it.

[bloodandflowers]

Kell laughs faintly at Lila's concise reply - inside is certainly the idea - but his hands fist in the sheets to feel the heat of her drag against him, wet and inviting. "Yes," he says, lifting up on his elbows to look at her, bright as the sun where she hovers over him. "Please."

[best_thief]

"Mmm," is all Lila can find to reply with, bringing her face close to his, her eyes half closed and mouth parted as she begins to sink down onto him.

But it's not how she thought it would be. She thought men fit easily into women, especially with how slick she is from his mouth. And yet there's a pressure, intense at first, as she tries to ease down. She lets out the smallest whimper and holds tight to his shoulder.

"You're big," she tells him, knowing it's a compliment, imagining this will feel better in a moment.

[bloodandflowers]

Kell can do little more than pant as she lowers, taking him into the hottest part of her, but as she slows Kell realizes she's run out of space to go. He's addled enough with pleasure that it takes him a moment to understand why, but she whimpers, and it runs through Kell like an electric shock.

"Lila," he says, taking her hips to still them, dismissing the faint tremor in his hands. He hadn't truly understood what she was giving him tonight, and neither it seems has Lila. "Tell me the truth. Have you done this before?"

[best_thief]

Lila refuses to admit a thing, but she blurts out, "Am I doing it wrong?" She tries to keep the thread of distress she's feeling from her voice. How can she have screwed this up? Maybe she should have let him keep control, climb on top of her and do what it is men do. She would have let him, she still would.

[bloodandflowers]

"No," breathes Kell, aghast now that his suspicions are confirmed, but only at himself. He should have realized that Lila would rely as much on bravado as experience in bed - it's how she lives everywhere else. Lifting her off of him, Kell settles her next to him so that they face each other.

"There is no wrong way that I have found, but a woman's first is - I am told it is painful. There is a barrier, here," he says, placing his hand low on her belly. "It must be broken." Kell winces. "Torn."

[best_thief]

Lila's cheeks reddens, more out of embarrassment at being caught in a lie than anything else, and of being so uninformed. She makes a face, mouth screwed up in petulance. "Just do it," she tells him, swallowing back the nervousness that threatens to creep in. "It's me, Kell. I'm not afraid of pain."

She didn't need him to be gentle with her.

[bloodandflowers]

"I know," Kell assures her, brushing his fingers through her hair, "But I don't relish the thought of hurting you either. And - " Kell's expression carefully shutters. "Are you certain you'd like your first to be with me? I am further told that is an important choice for a woman. I would like it to be with me," he is quick to add.

Leaning in, Kell brushes a kiss against her fiercely set mouth. "I would have all your firsts, if I could."

[best_thief]

Lila's stomach twists, but not from nerves. She wanted to do this because it felt good physically, because there's something about Kell that she craves. But she doesn't want to feel in any other way. She doesn't want to attach emotions to this, or to him. Especially not to him, the one person she actually thinks she trusts. She wouldn't be here to begin with if she didn't.

There's a knee-jerk reaction she nearly lets out, to be mean, to be cruel, to push back so he won't want anything from her.

But she can't.

"Please, Kell," she whispers, unable to ask for it.

[bloodandflowers]

Kell watches her war with it, her mouth twisted until her lips part, asking him almost sweetly. Kell draws in an unsteady breath and nods. "Anything," he promises, softer this time, and carefully rolls her body beneath his.

"Put your legs around me," he says, trembling with a new wave of want that crashes over him to feel their bodies pressed skin to skin. Beneath the brave face she puts on, Kell believes she does want it, and feels his own desire grow to match. "Tell me to stop, to slow, and I will."

[best_thief]

Lila calms, having gone tense from her mistake and from his tenderness, and obligingly wraps her legs around Kell much in the same as she she had when he'd used his mouth. The thought of it, and of him inside her despite what only just happened, coil the spring inside her belly with anticipation. Her fingers find his hair, holding on as she leans up to kiss him again.

"You don't have to be gentle with me," she tells him, stroking along his back with her foot. She's prepared for the pain now. Better delivered from him than someone else.

[bloodandflowers]

Kell nods in understanding, but he is gentle anyway, licking the taste of her from his bottom lip as he reaches between them to guide himself to her entrance. She is warm there, and wet, and Kell shudders even to be granted this much. "Breathe," he says, and begins to sink into her. She parts easily at first, but soon Kell reaches that same barrier.

"Lila," says Kell, but he knows she won't thank him for hesitating, and he holds her gaze as his hips press in, encountering a pressure that tightens, then gives all at once.

[best_thief]

Lila's fingers tighten in Kell's hair, but he's watching her and so she gives nothing else away save for a small wince. Besides, it isn't the worst she's felt, not by far. She took worse hits in the Essen Tasch. It's just invasive, a strange pressure.

She tries to relax her fingers, stroking them restlessly through the short hairs at the nape of Kell's neck. "This is something women enjoy, isn't it?" she asks, a little breathless. "Or is this another thing created for men?"

[bloodandflowers]

Kell can't hope a strangled groan as he bottoms out, completely enveloped now in intoxicating heat. It's tighter than he's ever felt, and now that he knows why he's more determined than ever to make this good for her.

"Women enjoy it," he says, letting her get used to the shape of him a while longer. "I'd like to make you come again," Kell tells her in a roughened voice. Shifting his hips back, Kell drives in again, shifting just a bit higher to put pressure where she'll want it most.

[best_thief]

Lila bites her lower lip, letting out the tiniest whimper when he moves. It isn't as bad this time, but it still isn't exactly pleasant. Something about the angle is better, though, and she shifts below him to help.

"Can you?" she asks, both a challenge and an honest question. She scrapes her short nails along his neck and pets his cheek, watching his face as he moves inside her. Her mouth quirks, a genuine, wicked smile. "What if I make you come first?"